Life isn’t worth living for. I cannot wait for death to welcome me.
I’m just never good enough.
Buddy you are good enough. Things may seem dark at the moment but it will pass, if not now then in the future. Happy to chat or try to get some sleep if you can (I'm not in nz right now but I think it's the wee hours of the morning there) sending a big hug xx
I hope you can access the right psychedelic medicine and encounter your true heart which needs protection at the body level, so it can show you your worth
You are good enough. You are unique and precious. You deserve wonderful things. Please hold on x
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You deserve everything. You’re more precious than you can imagine. 🫂
Give it a bit of time. It's the depth of winter. Short days. You will feel this way until you don't. I promise you one day you'll hit your stride. Find the right partner, the right job. Hope you get a hug today.
Find the right partner, the right job.
I've always thought that these kinds of things rely on others. I can hit my stride without relying on someone else to hire me for a job or for "the right partner" to come along.
I'm mostly making this comment because this is tagged as a shitpost, but I heard this anecdote recently that I keep thinking about (and I'm totally going to butcher) - someone was talking about how they read a newspaper from the day before the crash of 1929, and this guy had taken his life because his business was failing while everyone else was seemingly doing great at the height of the 1920s boom. The person who read it said they thought 'if he'd just managed to make it *one more day*, maybe it would have changed his perspective'. The moral is supposed to be that things can change on a dime, and while things can get worse... They can also get better. I know my recollection is probably not as powerful as the anecdote I heard, but that concept is something that's been on my mind ever since.
Life really can get better in unexpected ways. Please be kind to yourself. You definitely are enough. Perhaps speaking with a doctor may be useful to see how they can help if there are any issues like depression at play. Sending you love