I feel bad that I didn't take their advice and implemented in my life meaning all the self improvement content I had consumed over the years. The posts I have read, videos and articles and podcasts. And it's like I just keep craving for more and more. But what is the point of doing all this when you know deep down you have to go through the hard in life and it is a must. Without hard work life just does not reward you. You have to go through the pain, sacrifice and struggle. So this is why I feel bad that I've let everyone down even though I never met them in real life.
Hi there. That must be difficult to feel that you let others down, that is quite the burden to carry. Your post indicates you have tried to better yourself, and sometimes self-improvements info are implemented in our life by just being self-aware. I realized for myself that undue guilt will only hold you back from moving forward.