Looks like same situation as me. I literally don’t have anyone to talk to and at times it is frustrating.
And then there comes a moment when your boyfriend acts so shitty, that the person you thought was your person, and you’ll get married and create family, turns into someone you really want to be gone asap.
Because who tf are you to behave like you do? who tf you think you are, to drive my car recklessly and shout and scream because you didn’t like I was wearing leggings and top, (regular black leggings and black top, nothing showy, if we don’t count the fact that my ass is not flat) who tf are you to insult ME, my dad never insulted me, and this guy thinks because I love him I’ll just be like, “oh honeyyy, i understand you were just angry, I won’t do this anymore, please forgive me” No, fuck you, and also how do I break up? He’s 10/10 if he had his temper in check, but now he’s like 3/10, and I’m not planning to spends years on trying to fix someone, I’m not his therapist. I want to be free, and don’t need the bullshit of being afraid what he might do, when he gets angry.
TLDR: need advice from people who were in this type of relationship, on how to break up with a crazy person, because when he’s mad he thinks he needs to show me his dominance with the fact that he’s stronger physically.
Looks like same situation as me. I literally don’t have anyone to talk to and at times it is frustrating.
its highly likely people you cut off will help you out now that you're ready to leave him. get all your most important things together, make a plan with someone, and leave when he's not around. you can try and get the rest of your stuff later, with people coming to help and witness but first you need to get out and be safe.