Hello! I am a M 25 that has recently decided that I want a closer family, most likely with a husband and some kids down the line. For a long time, I felt that I would never go down that route, but recently I have felt like it is something I would have a great joy to do. There are a few things standing in my way though that I must deal with.
First, I would like to move to a big city in the US eventually, so I would hope to feel like there are more direct allies in the vacinity. Second, I do not even know what I identify as on the asexual spectrum. I know that I have some attraction to certain men, but it feels minor compared to others I know and sometimes I even question whether I loved and felt trusting of the few people I did feel some level of intimacy with.
I feel like I did not provide enough context, but that is all I have in me right now LOL Love y'all!
(Sorry this is written like a YA novel, I am reading the hunger games again LOL)