im not so good at english . But I feel like I do not want to be alive anymore. My life is not really that suck my dad and my mom support me alot ; somehow , im still feel lonely and a failure myself. I don't know why and when did this feeling come from since my ex broke up with me . I really fucked up my own life from friends , relationship to my family also. I am so tired of my life gang , I wish someone love me like her...