No other man will ever want to be in a relationship with me. If another man wants me its just for sec that's it. Maybe im just meant to be single forever and ive kinda accepted that.
People will probably say that im young and its too early to tell. im always the odd one out in a lot of spaces and I end up pretending to be something just to get by and i get that feeling in LGBT spaces online and in person.
It sucks but its whatever atleast I got pot and my mom
I know how you feel because I used to feel like that too. I never felt like I belonged in queer spaces either. And being the alternative to the alternative is hard. But! You *are* very young and you *do* have your whole life ahead of you. You will find your tribe, it might just take you a little longer than others. And that’s ok. It’s not a race. Try not to close yourself off to the possibility now, focus on what you love to do, and let opportunities arise organically.
Yes people will say you are too young and its too early to tell, because its true, so get out of your own self pity and try talking to people more, it helps
I dont feel like it never said I pity myself and ive already decided I dont like people and have moved on
It she curse of teenagers to have lived enough to get a grasp on social patterns, but not long enough to known how small that sample group is. Stop chasing romance, and focus on finding people as friends and family etc. who treat you well and understand you. Romance will come in time. Seven billion people, ~3.3b or so men, maybe one sixth similar age (500mil men) and like ten percent ish are mlm? Fifty million men spread across the globe. Let's say ten percent of those share interests and language with you. Five million. Ten percent of that are on your continent, maybe (it depends.) Five hundred thousand, half a million. Cut off another ten percent because you're unique and not everyone appreciates you. Fifty thousand. How many boyfriends do you want? I'll tell you I've never seen even 50 person polycule work. But I guess, maybe if you found *all* the right guys. Are you getting a sense of how big the world is, even when you start cutting back huge portions of people? You're gonna make it, man. It's gonna be okay
I already know that the world is big and how small the gay dating pool is depending on who you are ive just accepted that for me its just too much effort and would rather just stick to the occasional one night stand I already dont like people and dealing with other human beings.