Yesterday you said you had a breast cancer scare. Have you talked to your doctor about this fear? They should be able to explain why you do not need to be fearful of the minerals in your deodorant. They could always offer their suggestions on alternatives if you really don’t want to use aluminum products. Are you seeing a therapist? It would be good to do that, as well. It sounds like you could use help working through the memories of that health scare. You should not have to live in constant fear.
I am not currently seeing a therapist. My previous therapist left where I get seen and I haven’t been set up with a new person yet. But I also have OCD and contamination is my main kind as far as I know, so this is hard. I don’t understand the science behind how something like this is safe and it’s making me anxious about it.