Sometimes but not recently. For me personally, I really don’t like lying. I mean, I am incapable of it. It makes me so uncomfortable, I can’t do it. This is important. Sometimes someone will ask my opinion, and I have to be honest. When I was younger, I thought this meant brutally honest. Kind of how you describe, everything felt like it was coming out as an attack. I realized my brain works a little different. I tend to look for faults because I like to fix things. The “attacks” were me trying to be helpful, just didn’t calibrate the intensity correctly.