You need therapy before the harm leads to trauma that will affect you for life. Letting bad people commit crimes is hardly going to be safe. Get std tests done.
my mom caught me masturbating and now thinks im a harlot.
a few months ago, i had a habit of getting into abusive relationships with men who are clearly ill-intentioned because i wanted to control WHO abused me. i invited a man who clearly has bad intentions to meet me near my school but near the end i backed out and it was over. he was 36 and im 16. my friends told my guidance counselor everything and dropped me cuz i was spiraling and they hated it, which i understand. the counselor thought of me as a harlot kinda, and told my mom everything, nd now she hates me.
i have a bruise on my rm and now she thinks im regularly getting fucked by someone and thats why i have a kinky bruise.
i am tired. i know i havent really shown it, but i dont just sleep around. reltionships are a form of self harm to me cuz no one is worth trusting. i am tired.
You need therapy before the harm leads to trauma that will affect you for life. Letting bad people commit crimes is hardly going to be safe. Get std tests done.